Meet binky bear

Lukas is starting to feel better (even though he is still coughing) so we thought we better take the binky away. Miss Blair could make her arrivial at anytime and we don't want to cut it any closer then we already have. So I took Lukas to build a bear today and we made binky bear. We put his binky's inside him and sewed them up. Lukas picked out everything himself. He put the binky's in there no problem and was all excited. I knew that excitment had to come to an end though. Lukas played with Emma at the mall for a while then we had dinner there. When it came time to leave he was furious. He then started crying for his binky. I told him it went inside the bear and they are bye bye. We made it too the car (of course it was a fight) and got home. Well he cried off and on for a while for it. I distracted him with Elmo. However, he kept pulling chairs up to the counter trying to find an "extra one" lying around. Then he hugged the bear and then tried to open him to get them out. When it came time for bed time he flipped out and wouldn't let me read him a story he said no and threw the book. I tried to say prayers and he said no and pulled my arms a part. I finally just had to leave him in his room. He just keeps standing at the door screaming and saying binky mommy please. I feel so bad. I am sticking to my guns and trying to ignore the crying. Dan won't be home from work for a few more hours so hopefully he calms down soon. Tomorrow night though I am going out and it is Dans turn to tackle the binky issue by himself. Wish us luck!