Mothers Day

I can't believe that I celebrated my second Mothers Day yesterday. I still sometimes have a hard time fathoming that I am a mom. Nothing means more to me then being a mommy to such a sweet precious little boy. I remember my heavy heart as I would sit in church on Mothers Day and wish I was anywhere but there. My heart desired so much to be a mother. My dream has come true! I reflected a lot on what a mother is yesterday. Even though so many moms have different mothering styles we each possess something great in wanting what is best for our children. Sometimes as a mom I know it is so hard not to compare and wonder if I am doing something wrong, or if I am being the best mom I canbe. However, I know that I am. I am doing my best each and every day to be that mom that Lukas needs. I may not have the perfectly clean house, and I probably let Lukas watch too much television. Thats okay though because each and every day I am striving to be the mom that Lukas needs me to be. Nothing means more to me then him and Dan. I feel so special to be a mother. Hopefully I can be a mom to one or two more little ones in the future.

Lets just say that I went to sacrament by myself because when I went to go get Lukas ready for church I found him a sleep on Dan.

Lukas playing with my dog at my moms. He LOVES Kentae.

Playing on the tractor.